writing

When you know what you want to write about it becomes easy. When I write for the magazine the topics are pre decided and its easy but when I need to write for myself it's a much harder road. Not only is it hard it is winding and goes uphill and downhill at a moment's notice and when I write a thousand words I feel like at the end of the day it's all crap. So I wrote the long project yesterday after the longest time but after writing it I hated it. I've sent it to a friend so that he can give me some objective feedback. The office is good. Home is good. I'm good. I only wish I liked what I write. Sometimes I feel like I really don't have the talent but then again I try to hope that may be there's a little bit hidden somewhere and will come out at some point...